I believe it came on the early part of December and there's nothing seasonal about the link. There's the reality of a crappy life. I do imagine about everyone's life is crappy, though. I mean, I cannot imagine handling the dependent demands of someone I'm to find attractive. Giving life to a person. The work of caregiver to all. What a load of b.s.
Something struck me though as I did have a great time out. FINALLY. I was shown the rock underbelly of Greenville. I had a great time. Except I am so well isolated (have been forever) it's only a wish I could participate in some way. Besides all that I noticed something. Something comes up funny, as in humorous, and while my friend, say, is laughing I am laughing to a tune of finding the very thing much, much more funny. It's like the depression lit a flint.
The next day I feel fine, I feel great. Laughter is to depression what water is to thirst. Keep it coming. I dare someone to find I truly mean a great deal to them. Likewise, take note of the b.s. you cause.